Dildo for my birthday… from my mom

A little back story… I didn’t have a great relationship growing up my mom. I was sexually abused by her husband, she knew, remained married to him til his death in August of 2021. My mom was also abusive with me, she allowed 4 of my brothers do things to me while I was growing up as well. She also encouraged me to start having sex with other people when I was only 13. When I started having sex with other people she ran around telling people about it calling me a slut and a whore. I “reconciled” with her since her husband passed away. Last night my mom sent me text messages and I just do not know how to feel other than being offended. Also I just turned 34 years old few days ago.

EDIT: I feel better knowing I’m not crazy for feeling the way I do. My mother have ADHD and who knows what else. She behaves like she’s mentally lost, like she can’t mentally function properly. She also have manic depression as well as bipolar and who knows what else. It does not justify her for what all she has done. I “reconciled” with her because I knew she needs help, I just do not know how to help her legally if she’s refusing power of attorney. I’m calling my counselor and making an appointment. My OCD kicked in high gear after we had this conservation last night causing me to have nightmares all night. If anyone knows how I can obtain legal help for her, become her power of attorney, I’d appreciate the advices/ tips for that.