Husband & Boyfriend

Hi ladies. I haven’t been on this app in years, I don’t have anyone to talk to about this because my mom and sister make a huge deal about it, and I have no friends.

I’m in a polyamorous relationship. I am married to my husband of almost 7 years and have a boyfriend of about 3 years. My husband also has a girlfriend of about a year. You can think what you want, but it works for us and we are happy.

My issue is, that my husband and boyfriend both used to want kids and now suddenly wishing the last 2 years or so they both no longer want them. It’s really hard for me and heartbreaking and I’m really struggling to accept that I’ll never have children. My husband said it was me not wanting to get pregnant during Covid that made him change his mind. And my boyfriend says he doesn’t think I’d be a good mother because he says he thinks I’m too strict and “snappy” with our dogs.

I just wanted to get this off my chest and talk it out to myself a bit.