My Friend

My childhood friend and I have recently grew closer, it was unexpected but we found ourselves growing our relationship closer with obvious connections and mutual attraction. But as of late he has found himself in a tough spot and needs to move out of state to be with his brother. I feel as though I am being selfish, I want him to do what he thinks is right for himself but I don’t want him to go. I haven’t told him how I’ve felt on the topic I seem to believe I can only encourage his decision. I’ll truly missing having him in person and I feel like a sucky friend who couldn’t help him more. It hurts my chest, I knew I fell for him, hard, but I didn’t think it would bother me as much as it has.