Am I crazy? 😂

Been a minute since i’ve been on here. Lemme get y’all up to speed. So i had my Dec baby on the 21st of 2019. I got pregnant again when she was 4 months old and miscarried. I got pregnant again years with my rainbow baby. Her due date was my firsts birthday. She was born on dec 13, 2022. Well I missed my period and got a test after having some weird symptoms. All which have this faint line. I fear it’s faint because I may miscarry. I know I can’t think like that but I have major ptsd from the baby between both of my girls. Every time I feel discharge I get nervous thinking it’s blood. I am going to schedule an appointment with my OB this week. Did I mention my youngest is 5 months 🤠 Praying for a sticky baby!!