c sections moms

ok so i am almost 5 months pp and this is what my stomach looks like.. my lower abdomen is swollen on one side and it is still sore! it has been like this since my c section it didn’t just show up. i asked doctor about it at my 6 week check up and he said give it time it should go down. i haven’t been back because i feel like he won’t give me any answers. i am very self conscious about it. also i don’t remember my brown line that goes down your stomach being crooked.. i don’t know if you can see in the picture but it’s totally off from under my c section scar.. i don’t know if he sewed me up crooked and didn’t want to tell me!