Pregnancy symptoms

When did you start pregnancy symptoms. Other than some fatigue which I went from drinking way to much pop daily to like a can every other day. And idk maybe some constipation. I have zero symptoms. I know I’m only 5 weeks, 6 tomorrow I guess. I just found out with my oldest that I was pregnant around 6 weeks and I took the test cuz I threw everything up for 2 weeks straight and my boobs hurt so bad. And I remember putting off the test cuz I didn’t think I could have kids. So my symptoms had to have started around 4 weeks. I just don’t feel pregnant. I know it’s super early. I am having the worst anxiety and I’m not an anxious person since I found I was pregnant. Had a horrible nightmare last night and idk I just want to feel pregnant. And everyone can say I had the best labor ever and trust me it was far from traumatic. But my first kid came 5 weeks early and in around 5 hours. I slept for like 2 of them. If what every one says is true and the second labor is easier and quicker and I’m sneezing and giving birth on the kitchen floor, which I don’t particularly want to do. Which labor is probably the furthest thing to be worried about right now but still kinda weighs on the back of my mind, especially since that’s what my nightmare was last night so I know it’s bothering my brain more than it should be. I’m just stressed, I’m not talking to my family. I’m not sure how my boyfriend’s kids will take the news so I’m not trying to say anything during the holidays really trying to get to that 12 week mark. I knew having a second kid wasn’t gonna be easy but idk why it’s hitting me so hard. Guess we can add emotional to the list of symptoms.