I need advice

Hey ladies

I need no judgement advice

I recently found out I am pregnant and I am due to start the abortion process on Saturday

My partner is adamant he does not want a child and I though I didn’t but I can’t shift this horrible feeling of guilt and that I don’t want to go through with it.

I couldn’t do this alone without him I have no family and I am not financially stable or in a place on my own.

For reference I am 24 and not a child but I just don’t know what to do I can’t even talk to anyone about this feeling not even him