Good sign? *tmi pic*

My cervix was low and kinda hard. Still mushy but not firm firm like it can be.

I tested today and I’m 11 dpo and the test was kinda questionable. It was negative enough that I don’t trust posting it because I know I could barely see it but there might have been a VVVVFL lol I could only see glimpses of it, everytime I saw a glimpse id feel validated. But when I looked away or tilted the test I’d feel crazy lol so idk.

This prompted me to check my cervix and it is definitely high and VERY soft. Like blends in with the walls type soft. And yesterday I had done extremelyyyyy light spotting.

Idk what to think 🤔 the test was so overall stark that I feel nuts for still questioning everything.

Anyone gotten a bfn at 11 dpo at a bfp later? I see these women post bfps at 9 or 10 dpo and I feel like I’m crazy for having hope.

Pic of possibly implantation spotting??