Advice

I don’t know what’s worse being lonely and not having anything to do or putting yourself out there and trying to make friends and no one ever wants to do anything with you 😫 I feel like I suck at life. I try really hard to make friends but it just doesn’t work for me. I mean I have friends but unless I reach out first I never hear anything from anyone and it hurts my heart. I just feel stuck and don’t know what to do. None of my family likes doing anything. Anyone have any advice for me on how to find friends?