Porn Addiction

My husband has an issue with porn. I made it clear as soon as we began dating that I considered that cheating. He understood agreed. Then he did it. And lied when I had the proof in front of his face. Did the whole speech and then not long after did it again. Repeat this cycle about 9-10 times by now in a matter of 4 months. We’re expecting a baby now. My fourth, his second.

I caught him again and he literally lied to my face again and again and again how he never clocked on it despite that I had his phone in his face and the page loaded up right there! What the fuck do I do?! I’m terrified. I’ve been heavily abused in my life already, especially by my ex husband who cheated on me repeatedly with other women online. Not just porn.

I feel I can’t go through with this pregnancy. What do I do?! I’m so destroyed inside. I had sex with him literally yesterday and we have sex like daily and it’s almost always multiple sessions but since getting pregnant it wasn’t as often the past two weeks because I’ve been so nauseated. Now I don’t even want to be touched by him.

I have no one to go to about this. Hardly anyone knows I’m pregnant too.