i wish i was able to lose weight

Before i start, yes i know it’s my fault im being lazy and im tired of it. 2 years ago before having my second baby i was 135lbs i was thin and i loved my self. i got pregnant after having my baby i didn’t have so much weight on me, i could’ve probably knocked it out…. my baby’s father and i broke up i got super stressed started over eating. ATE nothing but junk food and now im 190lbs ;( i try my best but i feel so down so ugly i hate my self. especially when i drive buy and i see cars w stickers says “ no fat bitches” ._. I can’t keep going i always quit it’s so hard for me to lose weight i hate that im ugly now when i was beautiful and a beautiful body now im all over weight and lazy. ( every woman is beautiful) i just don’t see my self as beautiful….