Overwhelming Morning sickness

11 weeks. I’ll be honest, I am dealing with some deep depression. I’ve never felt so desperate to just feel not nauseous. I have all these strange aches and pains. I was pregnant with my daughter this time almost 5 years ago. So it’s been a min. It was very debilitating tho and I actually had HG with her. But with this one. I am just so depressed and desperate to feel better. I walked in my mom’s house today (which is not easy to even get up and take myself somewhere) and I just broke down, sobbing in tears. It’s that difficult and overwhelming. Anyone else in the same boat? If you are, I’m so sorry. At least something beautiful comes from it.