I’m scared

I’m 24, work retail make very little money. Anyways been feeling off and realized period is now 5 days late, my cycle is very very regular so I immediately took a test and it’s positive. I’m sad because this is not the time physically or mentally for me to have a baby. I know my family will be angry with me so I’m having to keep this all secret. My boyfriend is amazing but also mentally and financially isn’t ready for something like this. I don’t know I just feel weird. We both aren’t ready for this so we have both agreed abortion is the best decision. But I’m still like a little sad? I promise I am in no way able to care for another human being because I am barely able to care for myself sometimes. Going to planned parenthood this week and I don’t know just feel weird.