Advice? Pregnancy Postpartum?

So I am 8 weeks pregnant, 4 months postpartum.

I’m not ready for another and my baby’s father is very verbally abusive sometimes even physically.

I couldn’t bring myself to abort but I’m not sure I can handle two under two. I’m very stressed as it is because I am a single mom doing everything alone and trying to play house wife for an ungrateful poor excuse of a man/father.

Since my first pregnancy he’s taken all of the resources I could’ve used to leave him…(fkd up my car so I can’t drive it far and won’t pay to fix it, won’t pay for childcare so I can work).

I don’t think I can do this times 2.

I’m not looking forward to seeing this pregnancy through at all. I am not feeling anything positive and I don’t know what to do. I just don’t want another baby but Idk if I can do an abortion or adoption.

EDIT*** I live in Texas. It is not easy to get into “programs” to help with financial aid. Most women go to shelters and end up homeless here so it’s safer to stay until I can figure something else out. Also abortion is illegal but I was able to get my hands on the pills so I only have 4 or less weeks to decide whether or not I’m having it.

I’m not asking for advice on how to leave, I need advice on what to do about this second baby.