Am i wrong?

My bf basically forces sex on me whenever I don’t want it and tonight he done it ripping my underwear then proceeded to cum in me without protection.

I’m on medication that gives me a low sex drive therefore he constantly starts on me about this. Everyday I’m badgered with horrible abuse from him about sex, days out get ruined because he expects sex and I’m not up for it.

Am I in the wrong? Here’s texts I had afterwords I made him sleep downstairs.