Abortion.

Please don't judge me, I'm young and in uni - i've been with my partner a year and a half and recently had an accidental pregnancy. After consideration that my life is not ready for a child and i'm not where i want to be in life when i do become a mum. I had an abortion. A feeling i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, pain absolute agony, depression and guilt like never before. I'm not yet in the clear for whether it worked, in all honesty i'm scared and no one tells you how bad it really is. Before, during and after. I've lost myself in the process.