Do I sound like a disappointment?

So my mom has said a few times that she is disappointed in me

But then other times she’ll say she’s proud

I am 22, I recently moved out with my bf because we wanted our own space and she had kicked me out in a fit of rage for awhile few days (I did not cook supper that day)

But now that I’m not living with her she cannot get after me for cleaning and cooking, which I did, just not as much to her liking

I am in my 4th year of university pursuing two degrees full scholarship

next year I am doing my final year and graduating

I don’t drink or do drugs, which is a first in my family and I was the first to graduate highschool

I’m not a bitch or entitled in any way I have always been grateful and humble

The main disappointment for her I think is my drivers license. I don’t have it yet, I failed my first road test and I have been really scared and anxious to try again. I have done driving lessons since then it’s just the test part that I am very nervous about

She is disappointed and feels “cheated” that I don’t really see myself having children

My bf just passed his road test like an hour ago and I texted her, she left me on read. I’m anticipating her to ream me out.

I have decent credit, I try my best in school

If I was your daughter would you be disappointed? Do I sound like a disappointment?

She says I’m lazy for not having my license yet and thinks I take life “too easy”