I’m stressed too the max

I’m so emotional drained. I feel alone. My partner is not being a partner. I feel like I can’t even vent to him about anything. He always make it seem like I’m the problem. I don’t want to be in a relationship with a person that I don’t feel loved or want. Since I been going through this miscarriage. I can’t touch him or kiss him or we haven’t had sex. Now he mad because I told him I don’t want to be in a relationship. I don’t feel like I don’t have anybody to vent too. I feel lonely and alone. My sex level is high and at this point . I just want to be with somebody else that can give me their attention. I don’t even want no other man just want to happy and love in the meantime. My man is not showing me no type of affection. It states he stress because of the miscarriage but he been like this since his father passed. I been alone it to be but I’m tired. I rather be by myself. Is I’m wrong? He will sit in the living room all day and watch tv and I can be laying in our bedroom and not one time he will come in to check on me or kiss me or anything. He says I’m mad all the time and he allow me to vent.