It ain’t about love

I’ve recently fully realized my boyfriend won’t change. You ladies were right. I told him how I felt time and time again, says he will change, agrees what goes on is ridiculous, and nothing happens.

There’s one thing holding me back here and that’s my son. I’m afraid since he’s 9 months old now the courts will say this home is his home and I won’t be able to get more time with him then his dad.

I stay home with my son. His dad doesn’t take care of him. He’s basically on his game or watching something, facebooking, whatever. He doesn’t interact with him. Anyways, I’m not sure the best way of leaving, I told him this relationship is over, and it really is. I’m sick and tired of being a single mom but being committed to this guy, it’s overwhelming.

I say this like it’s easy but I can get a job, make my own money and live my own life with my son half the time I guess. That’s a hard pill to swallow. My amazing little boy I will get part time :(

You might say well I made the baby with him, and I did. I know that already however I didn’t think he would change this drastically into someone that’s not mentally home when he’s physically home. I don’t get it.