Losing Battle falling down

Took 12 years TTC our son who was born 4/2/22. He was conceived naturally after many treatments. Many losses. I’m going to be 32 this year. I know I’m young but my doctor says next pregnancy is gonna be my last which is fine. I had life threatening complications after having our son last year. We never foreseen them coming. And I nearly died. Something shorts my system after giving birth so we may do a c section this time around which is fine as long as the baby is healthy when we get to that stage.

We wanted at least two children. We have 1. We started trying last month for our second and final. We had positive HPTs at 7DPO. That’s tracking with OPKs and BBTs. We were so happy. But we didn’t share it with anyone except the glow community here. Now starting at 17dpo blood drawn U/S done. It was a chemical. Another loss. 5weeks along. It’s not the first time we heard that but it hits home and it hurts. We were cleared to try again right away so we are. Got more OPKs still tracking BBTs never stopped. And got some HPTs still in the box not anxious to rest till maybe a week after ovulation. We are CD2 today so got a ways to go. My DH has been so strong for me and I am happy that I have my best friend as my soul mate. He’s been so amazing. I’m hoping this month is it for us. Send baby dust our way please. And any helpful tips. It’s been a long tiring journey for us. We want to complete our family. Thank you.