Rant time

Me and my boyfriend broke up while I was pregnant. During that time I chose godparents for my child my brother and sister after the baby was born me and my boyfriend got back together. We moved in together and I only work two days a week I make enough money to pay for my car and my phone well he refuses to help me pay for the baptism. I have put everything on my credit card and been picking up side work to pay off that bill little by little but he has been mad that I choose my siblings instead of someone from his family. But at the time we were broke up no barley on speaking terms I can’t just take back my godparent proposal to my siblings. I told him when we have another kid we can make both of your siblings godparents to that baby. He told me he doesn’t want another kid by me. continues to hold it against me . The baptism is less than a month away and I’m stressed out and don’t know how to make him happy.