Are they right about me? Or do they just not understand ?

I have had a crazy life. I was raised to cater to men which definitely affects my adult life now. 99.9% of my family is toxic af. I ended up 16 with a 20 year old guy who ended up abusing me and leaving me pregnant and alone with two kids, for 4 1/2 years. It finally ended last summer but only after he choked me out and then tried to kidnap me. Since then, I’ve dealt with him stalking me for months, have been sexually assaulted twice, sexually harassed multiple times, ended up involved with 3 other dudes who also were super toxic.

The worst was probably a couple weeks ago. A job I had was allowing me to be sexually harassed and I was also assaulted and bullied there, the final straw was when they allowed someone to use physical intimidation. Then I decided to go back to another job but a dude there was playing with my head and spreading lies about - while I’m trying to deal with the other job. So it really made me depressed to think that I couldn’t go anywhere or do anything without being harassed/assaulted/bullied and I became suicidal. Everybody says they think I’m just “boy crazy” and “too focused on boys” but I feel like they just don’t understand. My depression didn’t start after the guy, it started after my last sexual assault and being heartbroken just added on. Or maybe I’m the one who’s crazy idk