Scared of the outcome !

Hi family ! I hope all is well ! Just a little anxious as I am 7 weeks tomorrow. I have type 1 diabetes and my A1C is 11%. One of the doctors I saw recently advised I should “terminate” my pregnancy as fast as I can because of my circumstances. As far as everything else I’m healthy. I’m really scared and don’t want a sick baby or any abnormal things happening with jelly bean, but I know for a fact there’s women with way worse going on and their babies were fine. Sorry if I offended anyone this is just really bothering me and I have no one to talk to about it. I DO NOT want to terminate my pregnancy and asked to be put on a CGM to get my A1C down ASAP.

Thank you for any words of kindness and advice.

Much love

Ash !