What do I do?

I don’t know what to do about my current relationship, I recently went through a misscarriage.. I had two miscarriages 7 years ago as well and hadn’t fallen pregnant since so the most recent misscarriage really took a toll on my mental health considering I thought I couldn’t conceive and then I did, I was so happy and then I lost the baby. I was very early but still, a loss is a loss.

My partner wasn’t supportive at all - even when I found out I was pregnant he didn’t seem over the moon? Maybe people show it in different ways I’m not sure but when I had a misscarriage I resented him for not being there for me, we had an argument and he said he needed space away from me (this was currently when I was misscarriaging) he ignored my calls when I needed him and said he needed to think if this is what he wanted with me to see if he wanted to be with me even though I was literally bleeding and in pain whilst he was saying all this to me, he was kicking me whilst I was already down 💔 he didn’t ask once if I was ok if I needed anything.

This is currently always replaying in my mind I’m so hurt by this situation.