He’s growing up

My son is 16.5 months old. Time has flown by so fast. Family is now talking to me about getting a part time job. I just don’t want to leave him like ever but I know it will help us both out in the long run. It’s just hard because I’ve been off work for so long. When I go he will be all I think about. Then I have to be the only one keeping up with housework. I really wanna continue staying home with him but he has other needs to be doing socially and what not with teachers. I just feel terrible because this time has gone by super fast for me. Idk how to explain it. I still see him as my little baby.