I miss slutting around :/

I already know some of the comments I’ll get, but I have no one to talk to about how I feel about this. I’m in an open marriage. I have a husband, and a long term boyfriend. I love them both dearly. Neither of them have a sex drive though, and I have a very high one. My husband and I haven’t had sex in probably a year. My boyfriend and I have sex occasionally, but sadly doesn’t last very long. I love giving oral, so I do that here and there too, but again, he doesn’t last long.

I miss being a “slut” before I got with my bf. I just miss sex. I’ve tried talking to them about it, but they never change anything like I want. They won’t try anything new with me. I just miss exploring.