Today marks 4 years of my ex husband leaving me while pregnant.

4 years. Wow.

After many miscarriages, my husband at the time and I finally got a successful pregnancy. We were OVER THE MOON (atleast I thought). We were highschool sweethearts and everything was perfect. We wanted this baby so bad, that I almost died from losing too much blood on my last MC.

Then, out of the blue (no red flags NOTHING), my husband told me he didnt love me anymore while I was 5 months pregnant. I also discovered he may have been having an affair.

He up and left one night without any answer. I still dont know the exact reason he left, but I filed for divorce and child support$. I was a MESS.

Depression, suicidal, you name it.. it all hit me. On top of that, we had just moved to a state for HIS career and I had left MY career for his dreams. We also were in debt .

I went through alot of therapy while pregnant. Scared after many miscarriages. And now petrified to do this alone.

I got through that darkness. My beautiful son came into the world and he loves on me like an angel. I got us a nice place to rent, got myself a convenient work from home job, and paid off ALLL the debt that we had accumulated.

I am so thankful for everything. Praying for more blessings for my son and I. 🙏 We did it!!