Crappy Thanksgiving

Anyone else have a crappy Thanksgiving? Or is it just me?

Let me start off by listing all that has happened on this perfect holiday in which we should all be thankful..

I woke up this morning at around 3 and was supposed to be working today from 6-2:30 but found out I had the stomach virus (I will spare the details)

Anyway, I went back to bed with my kids until about 8 ish and then I got up and TRIED to clean. (Messes make me mad and make me rage idk why) but obviously I'm sick and it didn't work out that well. My 3 year old was running through the house constantly while I was trying to vacuum and I snapped at him and yelled at him and told him to go to his room because I was cleaning. So, my EX husband (he's my ex but still lives with me because he won't move out) wakes up this morning with an attitude because he claimed I was "yelling all morning" and "had a bad attitude" so he showers and decides hes going to go out for a while (not caring that im actively sick or even offering help with the kids or anything). He tells me he doesn't care that I'm sick and I'm being mean and yelling so he wanted to leave. So I was left home with both kids for like 4 hours. Then he comes back, and the youngest was crying and he yelled at me to pick him up. Then he decides to leave AGAIN.

His dad finally comes to get the 3 year old for Thanksgiving, and he tells my ex to get the youngest and bring him and to leave me alone because I'm sick. He tells him he will "in a minute" then proceeds to wait 2 hours because his friend came over.

Long story short I'm pissed. I'm sick. My ex tried to tell me I wasn't sick and I was just being a baby. It's not fair that he gets to run the road and leave the kids on me knowing I'm sick today. When he was sick with the stomach virus he wanted me to baby him so I did. And this is the treatment I get.

I'm about to give up on everything. This Thanksgiving has been absolute shit and I want it over