At my wits end RANT

I get home today, and my slippers are chewed and my bed is covered in dog hair and dirt. I have allergies to their hair. I deal with it because they’re my husbands dogs. But I have limits and boundaries like anyone else.

They need to stay off of the bed that I AM making payments for. I don’t want them rolling around where I sleep. They destroyed their beds, and I’m not going to accommodate them for their own shit behavior. I’m not gonna be uncomfortable in my own home because of animals.

This is not the first time.

I’m so angry about it because this is a reoccurring issue.

My husband doesn’t have a job right now. So all of the items of mine and my sons that get torn up, aren’t getting replaced, because all the money I make goes to bills, rent, food, utilities and necessities. There is nothing left over. I only make $15/hr and I support all of us and these damn dogs.

All I have is leggings, because this stupid mutt chewed all my pants and I can’t afford to get new ones. It’s getting pretty cold here. Wonder what I’m supposed to do.

I guess just freeze.

I’m not willing to take care of or support these dogs anymore. All of this comes out of my pocket and is at my expense.

I’m done.

I told my husband that if this happens ONE more time, either the dog goes or I do. I’m not gonna go without my needs because an ANIMAL decided it wanted to be a f*cking d*ck.

I’ve mentioned that he needs to get them under control. And I don’t care how. But it needs to happen. These are the most spoiled, entitled, disrespectful dogs I’ve ever met and had the displeasure of living with.

If I’m sitting on the couch, they jump all over me and try to push me off to take that spot. They only do this to me. Not my son. Not my husband.

I’m at my wits end and I’m reaching the tipping point. I do not have any more patience to deal with this. I’m in a constant state of stress and irritation at home because of these dogs.

They jump on the counter and snatch food, nip at my son (who is 2 btw), and steal food from his hands. Have done the same to me on multiple occasions.

I don’t even wanna hear “but they’re dogs that’s what they do”. No. This is abhorrent and disgusting behavior. Absolutely unacceptable and the result of not being consistently trained and controlled.

They chase people walking/riding down the street and spend a lot of the day in the kennel.

I feel bad for them to a degree but at the same time feel like they need to go to someone who has the time and space for them. Who has all the resources for them.

Because if they need a vet visit, I’m not dishing out the funds. I won’t. I’ve made it clear that I don’t want the responsibility of animals because I already do it all by myself for my son and his needs (husband is not my child’s father). Not to mention, we don’t receive any kind of assistance from the state/government, so it’s literally all out of pocket costs. We don’t have Medicaid or ANYTHING.

I feel at a loss and I just can’t win. I’m heavily struggling from constant overstimulation because I work all the time and when I’m home, I’m being mom and wife and still taking care of everyone.

I’m the only one working. I work nights at that. I don’t think it’s so hard that he does the dishes or laundry. I’m not asking for a meal or for everything to be done. Just that I don’t have to do EVERYTHING by myself.

I cannot emotionally or mentally deal with this stress and strain anymore.

What do I do….?