33 weeks

So guys this is a little update it’s been a while since I’ve come on here posting. My little one is due February 2nd well it’s been hectic for us lately. We moved into our very own house a couple days after thanksgiving so you can imagine me being 8 months prego or so I’ve been busy this month of December getting everything unpacked and getting this house cleaned and organized on top of running back and forth to our old rental and getting that in shape. On top of that I am trying to night train my 6 year old son to not pee in his bed at night. I’ve determined he is just very lazy and thinks of himself as a baby still because well he’s been the only child for a while so everyone kinda treats him like that lol (don’t come at me for calling him lazy he has straight up told me before he owes in his bed before he falls asleep cause he doesn’t feel like walking to his bathroom) so we’re throwing out the pull ups anyways I’ve been getting up with him almost every hour of the night making sure he owes cause gosh this little man pees so much lol anyways I’ve been a little stressed out with just everything going on with the move and preparing for this baby on top of Christmas being around the corner and working I’ve barely had a break or a second to breath. My last app I went to my blood pressure was high so ya know they sent me home with a 24 hr urine thing I had to do and take back to the hospital to do some testing on while getting a stress test done. I got a call back yesterday about my results and have found out that I have preeclampsia and my doctor is inducing me JANUARY 4th! That is just around the corner I am a complete nervous wreck cause I thought I had more time to prepare and get things ready but apparently not. That puts me right at 36 weeks. I spent last night crying wondering if her lungs will be fully developed by then and trying to figure out where I can get premie clothes and figuring out a plan for my son cause he will not want to spend the night at a hospital and wait all of that out I know it can be boring for any kid his age. On top of that during the love I lost a couple pieces to the bassinet we have so now I’m stressed because she will have nowhere to sleep when she gets home. Lord knows she can sleep with me and hubs because he’s a fighter in his sleep. Ughh there’s just so much to do and I was not prepared for this at all! I just felt like getting on here and venting a little