I was convinced I was never going to have kids but my whole view randomly changed one day??

As a little kid I always wanted 2 kids but as I matured and was hit with the reality of life and how terrifying childbirth can be, I realized that I’m ok with living child free. Husband and I are high school sweethearts that have been together for over 10 years and both agreed that kids weren’t for us and that we are happy with lots of animals instead. Randomly starting like a month or 2 ago I have had the extreme urge to have a baby. I know financially we are not in the right place and my husband still is iffy with the idea of it due to the state of the world rn. I’m just left sad with the thought that I’ll possibly never have a kid.

I think this is also exasperated by the fact that I’m pretty sure I have endometriosis and want my uterus gone asap bc of the extreme pain every month.

Obviously there are other factors in play but there is the TLDR. Is there any way to handle this situation?