Hi i am trying to walk the narrow path and times it gets really hard. I am almost completely done with sin as far as I know. I struggle with porn and I am so ashamed of it. I am a married women and our sex life is great, i dont know why when I am alone at times I get a strong urge to watch porn and touch myself. When I am done I feel horrible and know I shouldn’t be doing it also while in the act but I push those thoughts to the back and I feel horrible. I am trying to read my bible daily to try to get a closer connection with God but I know every time I sin it is like me pushing God away. I don’t need people telling me it is natural or normal to me and in my faith it isn’t because lust is a sin and watching porn is lusting for sex and other people who aren’t my husband. I just need prayers to be strong enough to fight temptation, thank you