Would this bother you?

I just found out my boyfriend shares our problems to his family. We are 29 years old and when we have issues, he tells his family like his cousins. I noticed I have been blocked on social media and he said the reason was because one time he was so mad and he told them to block me. I feel hurt. I feel like connecting to the family is important.

My bf has an alcohol problem. He drinks a lot. When I ask him why he said it’s stress like work, relationships with his dad, or our arguments. I genuinely feel like our arguments stem from his alcohol use and his bad temper. He doesn’t see that. The other day he was ranting stupid stuff and got so drunk after work. We weren’t even arguing so what was his excuse for drinking? He makes me feel like I’m the reason he drinks.

Last week we had an argument that was bad. I blocked him because I was really fed up and needed space. I broke it off with him. He showed up at my house and begged me to come back. I did! I told him I blocked because I was done with him. But I gave him a second chance.

He just confessed me that when I had blocked him he tried reaching out through private numbers to get a hold of me. He said he was chugging bottles of alcohol trying to blackout. His father (who doesn’t have a good relationship with him) confronted him and asked him what’s wrong. He told his father we argued and that I blocked him. He said “dad, the only person I can count on blocked me loook I’m trying to call her and I’m blocked …what am I doing wrong?” He was also having issues at work. He told me he tried calling me in front of his dad so he saw I blocked him. Why the fuck did he do that? He only shares whatever is convenient to him.

He knew exactly what he did and I’m so upset he did this! I told him he’s building a horrible image about me to his parents. He’s the one wanting a second chance and now I’m afraid his parents think I’m not a good person for him. hes always drinking regardless and making me feel like im the reason he drinks. He said not to worry about what they think because in the end they know how he is. In the middle of this phone conversation, I hear his mom in the background. My bf stays silent and mumbles “hold up” I hear something about a dog but rjght when im trying to listen, my bf says "ill just let you go" don’t know if his mom doesn’t like me anymore but I know for sure his brothers do because they don’t talk to me.

Again, I feel like his family is going to resent me for sharing our issues and saying he’s drinking because of me whenever we have an argument. He’s the one who gets so verbally abusive