Unspoken truth

Today is a tough day like all the rest .I am grieving the fact that myself and my husband will never know the joy of a little one due to my health issues. We know there are other options that can give us a child but we are grieving our reality. I am not handling any of this well and he is doing his best to also be ok . Only he knows my pain because I don't allow anyone else to see my hurt.My mind tells me I've failed him and our future plans but my heart knows he loves me no matter what even if it's only going to be us. I felt like this was a safe place to vent . For anyone going through this struggle know that one day it will hurt a little less but you will get through because you must support each other. To those of you blessed to know the joy of motherhood judgement to those that are childless is wrong because you don't know everyone's story .