Husband got a vasectomy.

My husband got a vasectomy yesterday cause our parents were basically pushing it on us to have one of us “fixed”. We had two planned babies and my sweet sweet unplanned baby was born in March. (I have all boys) but idk if I am 100% okay with him being fixed. He wouldn’t have done it if it weren’t for our parents and his mom paying for him to go. She basically called and made him an appointment and said you’re going. Cause I wont get a refund for the kit (the kit is what he jerks into after 12 weeks to make sure they’re all dead” but I don’t know if I’m done wanting kids. It makes me sick knowing I’ll never get to carry another baby again. 😭😭😭😭