Drowning

I need to vent but I have no therapist and no support system I can be vulnerable with. I’m about 5 months pregnant now. And I should be happy to have another miracle baby after another loss but all I keep thinking is everyone would be better without me. This world would be better without me.

yes I want to deliver this baby healthy but I wish there was a way the universe could take me out and just leave my body as incubator until the baby makes it here safely

Thank you for listening to me vent ….