I posted this and wanted to clear some comments.

1.) when I said “his girlfriend” - I meant his friend’s girlfriend! Not him having a girlfriend

2.) I said in the post that he’s finished in me before. I didn’t pressure him to finish in me, I simply just asked him if we could since we hadn’t in a long time. The only other time I can remember he did was almost a whole year ago and was on his terms. So it was only that one time in a whole year and was on BC so I thought we were safe lol. And I didn’t really feel bad ASKING for this ONE time because we usually do what he wants because he even sometimes forces it. Like telling me that he won’t stop even if I tell him to unless I’m in a lot of pain because if it’s not that, it “doesn’t count”.

3.) that being said, clearly it was just a fucked up FWB and isn’t a good idea for a baby. But I’m just in my head because obviously abortion is a big deal. On top of it, a close family member is having a baby and it just made me emotional thinking about seeing their baby and thinking of the “what ifs”. That’s why I just wanted to see what other people would say