I just found out I am pregnant. I was on the Nexplanon for three years after having my daughter I decided when i got it out that I did not want to have it replaced and instead opted to do the patch.

During the heat wave I noticed that the patch was not on me when I went to replace it - thought nothing of it put the new patch on - it was probably off for a about 3-4 days not really sure.

When I got pregnant the first time my baby daddy told straight out that he was not gonna be in this with me that his other kids will always come before mine .. I knew what I was walking into when I decided to have my daughter ( FYI I wouldn’t change a single thing … shes my whole life) I say I don’t know who the father is and he doesn’t pay child support.

I get childcare assistance and that’s pretty much it through the state.

Now I’m pregnant again. If you saw his reaction the first time after telling him i wasn’t pregnant after 3 negative tests to going to the ER one day because you are so sick and finding out your pregnant - he was so mad ( fyi he has never hit me, but he has hit his other baby mommas in the past ) And I’m scared to tell him because I told him there was no way I was gonna get pregnant and now I am.

Idk if I can really say I don’t know who the father is a second time.

Please no judgements, and don’t come at me for other reasons. But I don’t think I can have an aborton knowing that my daughter would be and love to be a big sister and that’s her sibling.