Introducing myself and my son🩵

My name is Chyenne , and this is my 3 month old son Zaylenn . I am suffering with postpartum depression, postpartum anxiety and postpartum rage. I had depression, anxiety, and anger issues before pregnancy but after it seems like it’s just getting worse . These times are very hard because I get frustrated with my son and everyone around me , don’t feel like I’m good enough, get mad at my fiancé and fight with him for no reason sometimes , I don’t feel like leaving my son with anyone else to do anything but I also don’t want to be here and feel like he’d be better off without me . I want to get help but I’m afraid they will try and take my baby away I would never hurt my baby .! What can I do to seek help with out having my kid taken . Or me having to be away from my baby?