For a moment I believed

After my myomectomy and other health issues i wasnt sure i could even become pregnant. To my surprise i tested positive on there diff tests! I was supported at first by my husband but then i started spotting a few days after sexy time. I was reading that spotting at this stage is normal but i was very fearful given my health issues. I started to pass small clots i was having no pain but then i started spotting heavier. I have a physical job although which i thought made it worse since it would stop when i rested. I searched for anything to give me hope that it was all ok. My base level for my hcg was normal but then my next test dropped by 200. I tried talking to my husband about it and i was told to not make a big deal out of this and maybe i should not have kids because im mentally unstable and cant handle anything. I said excuse me??? You will never know the true feeling of finding out you are pregnant. Everything in you changes right there. You dont feel the symptoms or the hormone shifts. You dont sit and worry when you start bleeding. He said i never said anything about any of it which is a lie i have mentioned everything he just doesnt listen. He even forgot i had an ultrasound yesterday to see if i had an ectopic pregnancy. I told him i feel so alone in this because of his giant lack of emotions for anything and anyone. Im not asked how i feel or how im doing its all about the business and thats it. I should find out today exactly whats happening. Luckily i have those very close to me who i can talk to about it.