So painful, did you get to hold yours?

Question

Very TMI 💔❗️
I held my 9 week mmc and I can’t get it out of me. 
My baby was so perfect, it just look so well formed I am heartbroken the whys! How’s! 
I just can’t bare… 
Every nightmare I have is of a Mmc and just makes me not want to ever try again.
When I held my baby I counted all little fingers and toes. I just stared sobbing. 
I never had my water brake on it’s on before and it did this time. My baby was still attached to the placenta with perfect umbilical cord..
I just needed to share this. I’m waiting for summer to bury my baby… 
I’m just feeling alone and needed to get it out of my chest.

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I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks back in 2019 before getting pregnant with my now turning 5 daughter. It broke me. The cries I was crying and screaming in the hospital were blood curdling. 
Don’t lose hope. Mourn your baby and honor him. My husband and I celebrate our baby every year on what should have been my due date. We call him Blue. So it’s “blues day” which has become a very special and sentimental thing. 
I know it’s a big eye roll to hear. But I promise it does get easier. You will have babies meet you earth side I promise. Give yourself time and grace. It’s okay to cry and scream and be mad and upset. Get that shit out. Get all that out and take a deep breath. God has your whole life planned out. He knows what you desperately want and he will give it to you. Don’t lose that tiny sliver of hope. You got this mama. Promise.

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I held my 16 week son in 2023 and my 20 week daughter in 2024, heartache I wouldn’t wish on anyone. My daughters face was fully formed she looked so much like her big sister.

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Sending condolences. Mine was still in the sac and I couldn’t hardly look at baby. It was too hard for me. Wishing you a quick recovery 🩷

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I held my 17 week daughter Aug 2024. Words can not describe the hurt my husband and I felt losing her. I feel your pain greatly. Her due date was Jan 17,2025 so the this past month has been very hard wishing she was here. I myself can’t tell you at this point it’ll get easier but just to take it day by day and let out the cries. Talk about your baby often it’ll hurt but for me personally it has helped continuing to talk about her. 
She has 2 older brothers that will always be told about her and we will celebrate her heavenly bday every year. Sending virtual hugs!!!

So painful, did you get to hold yours?

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