Husband went "toy" shopping..

Which is fine. I knew about it. He was buying stuff for us as a couple, but I just told him to surprise me .

So the package came. There seems to be a theme .. it's mostly all butt stuff. I'm not sure how I feel about it, we've tried anal before , and I don't love it. But he got like anal beads and butt plugs which I'm scared are going to hurt or just be really uncomfortable. Stretching your bhole doesn't seem natural lol .

How do I deal with this? I feel bad saying anything, I like to be open to stuff, but I'm really nervous. Does it hurt ? Ugh