I want a 3rd baby but I’m scared

I need honesty from you mommas of 3!

My husband and I are 50/50 on having a 3rd baby. We currently have an 8 month old and a 2 year old. We have heard how hard it is. I initially wanted 4 kids but the transition from 1 to 2 for me was ROUGH! I also struggle with getting my two kids out of the house when I’m alone. So please I just want honest thoughts about having 3 kids and your experience. What’s it like when traveling and having family outings. I appreciate every single person! 💕