So are we friends with benefits now?

TMI on the phone conversation. I’m sorry if this too much or too cringe. It just happened in the moment.

I don’t know what happened. 😅

This guy in this phone conversation has been the second guy I’ve ever slept with in my entire time that I’ve been sexually active. This was a year ago …April 2024. I’m 31 and have no experience. I’m so oblivious to this dating/relationship world. My last relationship ended when I was 18 and have not seriously dated anyone.

Last Friday, my friend ( the guy in this text) invited me to a family party. FYI….From April 2024 up until today, my friend and I have not had any sort of sexual contact.

At the party, we had a good time. I drank too much and was physically touching him a lot 😅 I just remember grabbing his thigh a lot and smiling a lot. He took me home in his car and I kissed him. 😒

The next day, I felt so embarrassed. He reached out to me …but he texted all this!!!!!!! Did I open the door to all this?

Sorry the texts make no sense, we go back and forth talking about stuff. I was in the middle of shopping for a dress.