Just need help

So my boyfriend of 3 years is breaking up with me and I am a complete wreck.... Things that added to the stress before was the fact that I had to drive 2,000 miles in 2 days so that we could both start working and then I found out from the boss (which is his dad) that I can't work there after he told us we would both be working, my boyfriend comes home after work completely miserable every night, I am alone most of the day after we both spent all day together while being laid off for 2 months, I have yet to get my period which was supposed to be here a week ago, I have so many bills that he is just up and leaving me with because he doesn't want to talk or even look at me to work things out. What started all this was he woke up last night and started throwing stuff around in anger because he was tired and I was just sick of it, so I left and stayed the night at his dad's house with his step mom. Prior to this, I wanted to go home so we could save money and I don't want to live with his friends that he is helping get down here because one of them needs to go to rehab severely. I just need words of encouragement to make me feel better... I've never been so depressed at this point... I just want to work things out and he completely is against it... Please help!