Need advice or vent. don't know what to do...

No judging please. I just need advice and some support. My husband was just arrested 2 days ago for possession of Meth. They released him but he still has a court date to attend and judge will decide what happens. I am being induced next week due to preclampsia and leaking of amniotic fluid. I am planning on divorcing him because of his history of drug problems. Now I can't seem to get un stuck on the whole delivery thing. My mother in law says she will be there if I still want her there. Of course I do after the baby is born but I'm fighting with my self if I want to give him the opportunity to cut the umbilical cord. I know I don't want him there but I would feel like a bad mother if I didn't give my child that opportunity but then again he's the one who robbed him self of that. We already have two daughters and have been separated since September because I caught him with my own eyes using meth. I went to court got custody of our daughters and since then he's been sober, so I thought. Now I'm just so confused on what is right or if I should just go with what makes me happy? I am heartbroken because we were just trying to get back together and then this happens. The week before my induction.