I'm a little sad today

Erin • Mommy of 3 angels. Hope -19 weeks, Oliver -15 weeks, Barrett -23 weeks Due with rainbow baby girl Ruth June 1 2021
Today I am missing Hope. It has been 7 weeks since she was born and I miss her like crazy. DH thinks that wanting to TTC means that I think a new baby will replace Hope. I don't. At all. I know it won't or can't, I am just so sad that I don't have a baby in my arms