I'm a little sad today

Erin • I`m 25 years old and TTC after a late loss in September of 2014
Today I am missing Hope. It has been 7 weeks since she was born and I miss her like crazy. DH thinks that wanting to TTC means that I think a new baby will replace Hope. I don't. At all. I know it won't or can't, I am just so sad that I don't have a baby in my arms