Big boobs need to go!!! Opinions welcomed!

So many girls say they want to get inplants and i just dont get it... I have ridiculouy huge boobs .im not happy with them im recently talking to a guy and i feel like the only reason he is talking to me is to see if he gets a chance to mess around with me or F me! I feel like i cant be taken serious with these SHITS! I mean yeah hes nice, has manners, msgs me everyday and gets mad if i dont look for him but once we get to see each other and we start kissing or just hanging out he gets mad i dont let him touch me.and he says "let things flow" and " stop holding back" yes i want HIM ...im human but i feel gross! Im not gonna be that easy! Girls just dont get it . i always get the " aww give me some of your boobs"..haa sweety if i would you can take all of it!😪 i have back pain, neck pain, pinched nerves,& i have a hunch and they look bigger once i lose weight. I cant cover them all the way up cuz they look even bigger!😭 ughh so ladies careful what you wish for..Big boobs dont feel as dandy as they look!looking into breast reduction and im not even scared or nervous im just ready.ive wanted them gone since i was 21 .i was a C cup im 5th Grade. they grew too big, too fast...SORRY I HAD to let this out ... im just done with these things, boobs, chichis whatever you wanna call them💔