hello I'm negative Nancy

Hey ladies. Today I am negative Nancy. I'm exhausted of hoping for a baby. I hate my mother n law bc she is a heartless person. My hairdresser who is my friend is pregnant and I'm such a ass I'm personally so jealous. I'm also Nancy bc I'm hot flashing and dizzy and irritated AS fuck.  I'm Nancy bc I took test at 13dpo and was negative. I'm supposed to start Monday. I'm Nancy bc my sister n law is due in December and all the boy clothes my mother n law bought for my future baby is going to that baby now. Im Nancy bc I had a chem me in August. Im Nancy bc so hateful inside today. I'm Nancy because I freaking hate negative nancy. I've cried so hard today my eyes are so heavy. I am sorry I'm nancy. I'm sorry I lost hope. I'm sorry I am having a huge pity rager. Thanks for listening 👂