am I messed up? bit of a para

I'm 20 and Iv been able to see ghost my whole life.. yeah everyone told my parents I would grow out of it.. sometimes I wish I did  because Iv seen shit that is permanently drilled into my head.. I don't mind when they are friendly ghost but to the point that you go away on holiday with you husband and get up in th the middle of the night ( in a caravan ) to hear a knocking noise so I was like shit I forgot to lock the door and someone's got in.. I woke my husband up and we snuck out the room and go to the front of the caravan to see a ghost clear as day swipe the sweets and bottles of water off the table me going oh ffs! Getting annoyed and my husband was no where to been seen as he ran off into the bed room absolutely petrified. He still will never understand why shit like that doesn't scare me which it does! I'm just used to it. It was a man that looked around 50 wearing old fashioned clothing he didn't look nasty I think he just wanted to mess with our heads.. everyone in my family are pagans (Wiccan) Iv always seen ghost and my mum has visions and dreams about stuff that hasn't happened yet we are the strongest of the family, my husband had learnt about paganism and is completely fine with it ( he's a Cristian) his nan has always felt weird around me from day on as she knew a which in the 60s she said they weren't very friendly but I only use magic in a good way! Iv even been therapy because I suffer with horrid night terrors and even they don't know how to help me.. but I'm used to it as it's been something that's been apart of me my whole life.. I wear a pentagram around my neck which my mum has put a protective spell on it which helped a lot as I used 'harmed' by a ghost at my best friends house I would wake up with cuts on me and even something she would too, she moved house finally after 5 years and nothing has happened to her since but we never saw anything in the house..